Friday, June 24, 2011

A Special Dad


FETHERI BIN HAJI KIPLI.. My beloved dad. I Love You So Much Ayah
Ayah,

For all those time you stood by me

For all the truth that you made me see

For all the joy you brought to my life

For all the wrong that you made right

For every dream you made come true

For all the love I found in you

I'll be forever thankful

 

Ayah

You're the one who held me up

Never let me fall

You''re the one who saw me through

Through it all 


You were my strength when I was weak

You were my voice when I couldn't speak

 You were my eyes when I couldn't see

You saw the best there was in me

Lifted me up when I couldn't reach

You gave me hope 'cause you believed

I'm everything I am

Because you love me
Ayah

You gave me wings and made me fly

You touched my hand I could touch the sky

I lost my hope, you gave it back to me 

You said no star was out of reach

You stood by me and I stood tall

I had your love, I had it all

I'm grateful for each day you gave me

Maybe, I don't know that much

But I know this much is true

I was blessed because

I was loved by you

 Ayah 

For all the moment that we shared together with our family,

It's a beautiful moment that I never had in my life

For everything and anything that my siblings and I done before,

I hope you bless us and forgive us. 

Pray for us. 

Your beloved kids.. Pray that we'll be the best son and daughters

"Anak-anak Soleh & Solehah"

I would like to take this oppurtunity to say that We really love you Ayah and also our Ibu.

Therefore,

Once, I had read about Hassan Al-Banna,

He's the best father in the family.

The best leader.

As he guides his wife and kids with love, with faith Iman and taqwa, with Akhlak Al-Islamiyyah. 

Cinta Di Rumah Hassan Al-Banna
I already dreamed that I would have that kind of husband in the future. Amin.

Because, I want to build Usrah Sakinah Mardhatillah in the future. That is my dream.

Ayah,

You're still our hero. Someone special to us, your kids. Someone special to Ibu. May Allah bless you Ayah.

Ya Allah, please forgive my parents and protect them as they take care of my siblings and I.

Please give us anoppurtunity to make them happy in their life.

To take care of them when they are old. 

To love them. 

Thank you Allah for sending me you my parents.

We love you. 

Ayah & Ibu


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All My Life

I will never found another lover
 Sweeter than you
I will never found another lover
More precious than you

Cause you are...
  Close to me you like my mother
Close to me you like my father
Close to me you like my sister
   Close to me you like my brother

You're the only one my everything
And for you my special one
All my life 
I pray for someone like you
And I thank Allah
That I
 That I finally found you

All my life
I pray for someone like you
And I hope that you feel the same way too
Yes, I pray that you do love me too

 You said your promise
Say
You never fall in love with a stranger 

Assalamualaikum,
Hi reader, 
Lately, I'm not feeling very well. Because of what ? I think that its better if you just read what I said before. You'll understand. 
Heart broken ? Yes I'm. Yes. I do.
Well I wonder could it be
When I was dreaming about you
You're dreaming of me
Call me crazy
Call me blind
To still be suffering is stupid for all of this time
Did I lose my love to someone better 
And then she loves you like I do
I do
I really really do
So much I need to say
The day you went away
So sad but true
For me there is only you
Been lonely since the day  
The day you went away 

I know its not good to be like this. Please forgive me ya Allah. I'm weak. I need your love, Allah. 
Deep in my heart, I'm so sick just now.
Since, I can't do my job. I can't focus. I can't 
And I still can't
Live happily
Because 
I can't lie to myself
As I'm pretending to be nothing
Is this the price that I need to pay for 
Someone
That I really need in my life
Someone 
That I've done a lot of things
For him
Someone 
That I always looking at him
Everytime
Someone
I've made a lot of sacrifices
Just for him
 
Even, I'm far
Far far away from him
I always pray for his happiness
I pray for his goodness

Therefore, Allah please give me a strength. I need your guide. Please teach me to be stong. Be more forbearance.


Every night, I try harder. Keep performing the prayer. I wake up with hope that Allah gives me a peace deep in my heart.
Hope that, I can release my tears.. my burden.. in front of Him.
Allah Almighty.


SubhanaAllah, Alhamdulillah, Allahu Akhbar
















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Saturday, June 11, 2011

Congratulation

Assalamualaikum
Hi reader, 
I just wanna share something.. I'm bored. That's why I love to write..at least I could express my feeling. At least, I'm happy.. Am I right ? 

I would like to take this oppurtunity.. 
Just wanna say " Congratulation Along, Hairulnizam and his fiancee sis Gee Eina Mel ( don't know her true name) for their engagement". 



I'm so sorry sis.. don't get angry with me. I don't know your full name. Just a joke  =)



I'm sorry, this is my presents.



I'm happy as both of them we're happy.. may Along and his fiancee.. get in marriage soon and
" Bercinta Sampai Ke Syurga" 
as I read a book entitled "Bercinta Sampai Ke Syurga"
by 
Hasrizal Abdul Jamil
also
"Aku Terima Nikahnya"
and
"Murabbi Cinta"







I wish.. if I could live happily ever after with someone.. that I love for 8 years ago..
until now..
my feeling never change.. 
I still pray for that. 
And I won't stop even it's hard for me..
Ya Allah, please guide me.

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Wish For Happiness



Assalamualaikum, 
Hi reader,
Something that I feel just now. I'm not fine at all. I don't know why, but honestly I can't calm myself. But I try too.. Islam the true religion teach us the right way to Sirathol mustaqim to be a very good Muslim. It's my ambition  to be a good Muslimah. Since I knew my religion, I promise to myself that I will be a good Muslimah and I wish that I could do that till the end.

What I wanna share today.. It's about my life..  Something that I can't bear it alone.
When.. My heart is hurt..


When my tears.. couldn't stop...


When.. I'm losing my hope..





It's all about love. Love ? Of course people will think about marriage..Something which is too beautiful.. Give from Allah.. Marriage is to build "Usrah SAKINAH MARDHATILLAH"

What a wonderful life. As Islam put a guide on how to choose our life partner, therefore.. just now.. sometime I felt very regretted with what I've done before. 
My fault is.. I love someone whose betrayed me.. 
I don't expected it's hard for me today.

It's all about love. About the person that I love since 8 years ago. It's ashame that I fall in love with someone. I try to stop this feeling since I knew him, but I couldn't. 
That's why.. 
Everyday, ba'da solat, I wish that I could give happiness to my parents and the person that I love. 
I recite my doa' 5 times per day , as I wish

اللهم ارزقني زوجا صالحا  وهو ( اسم حب قلبي ) وجعلني زوجة صليحة اليه

Ya Allah, please show me a very good husband and please guide me to be a very good wife for him ( in the future )

Today, I feel like I'm not myself anymore.
Lately, I feel like I wanna cry.. It's not easy to stop my tears..
I can't focus on my job..my study.. But I still try.. Even, it's hard for me. 
Because I know, Allah is giving me an examination.. 

After a few month we're separated because of our responsibility. I'm studying just now and he's working. For a few month, I guess for the half years.. We never meet each other.. but still.. we contact with each other.. 

But.. something happened..that I couldn't stand it anymore. 
How could, he said that I already have someone.. 
I knew that he has somebody else. Even he don't confess the truth with me.
I ask for your help, Ya Allah.. 
Please Ya ALLAH,help me to be strong in this situation. 
It's hard for me..
My heart.. it's like a thorn deep in my heart. I feel like my heart want to explode..
Sometime, I couldn't bear it. I can't stand.

I wish that, he's my Imam in the future and.. I wish that we can 
" Bercinta Sampai Ke Syurga" 


But, maybe it just stop until here.. Or still forever.. 
Only ALLAH Taala..Allah Almighty..know everything.
But still, I pray for him. Because.. it's not easy to put out this feeling.
In Malay said, "Cinta Sejati Paduan Dua HATI"
Tp Hanya Cinta Allah Kekal Abadi

Ya Allah,please guide me.. Please show me the way.

I don't want to destroy myself. But, just now I'm not strong enough to face this situation.

Because, I promise that I must successful in my study.. I knew my parents need me..

Therefore, ibu & ayah.. thanks for always be with me.. Along Ijam & kak Angah.. thanks for always comforting me and give me a support. I'll try.. but as long as I can..but I don't know until when..I can bear this thing. I'm weak..

Ya Allah..

I wish for my happiness..



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Happy Birthday Dear Afiqah

Assalamualaikum 
Hi reader, 
This post I write for my bestfriend.. Afiqah Binti Mustapa as she's studying in UIAM just now. I hope that we ( Nabilah and I )  can see you and Nieys Manja. We miss both of you. Even we're not studying in the same university, I hope that our friendship still remain and never can end. Yes.. Friend remain and never can end.. 
Friendship forever..
Dear Afiqah, 
Happy birthday.. sweet sour 22 .. Do you ?
=) 
May Allah Taala bless you
May all your dream come true
Remember me always..
Remember our special moment together
Remember that we love you my DEAR friend 

Happy birthday to you.. happy birrthday to you.. Love you with all our heart. Take care.
Salam ukhuwwah mahabbah fillah

Remember that, 
Some "ONE" is loving you,
 
Caring for you,

Watching over you,

Protecting you, 

Who ?

Allah Taala 

Happy birthday dear Afiqah Mustapa.. Love you my friend




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